What a day, what a day! I've learned such valuable lessons about life. Oh how easy it is for us to bring chaos into such a blessed situation. I look over my life and the choices I've made and I ca't help but notice just how truly blessed I am. Blessed, to have been given a chance and blessed to have been given a wisdom well beyond my days.
I used to think that everyone was like me;wanted to make a difference, wanted to make a change, saw life as transparent as it is/it was and just wanted to maneuver different strategies and ways to make it work without repeating the same mistakes. Now... now I see that that's not the way it is, that's not what the world looks like! I mean even if you think about it, I should've known because if the world saw it that way, we probably wouldn't have been in most of the battles we face today. So many things we do or get into we have knowledge to get away or avoid them. We have clear evidence of what works or doesn't. We have important examples ranging from the bible to our very news! ...Yet, we still choose these ways. We still choose to sabotage our own advances for things that bring us no gain. We still choose to hurt each-other and create a world of pain. Idk writing this and sometimes being alone on my stance, my thoughts makes me wonder... 'hey am I insane?' but I am always reminded of the difference when I cross paths with another soul, another being, another lifeform who's thoughts are the same.
WE ALL WANT GAIN.
I walk this road knowing that it can get me to everything I need. I take these chances because I know that no matter how bad the dangers may seem, I'm just bravely tryina get to the other side.
These streets had been here, paved and laid ages before me. With the chance God gave me all I could do is walk and bide my time. I wonder what the footsteps before got to do? Did they ever achieve their dreams? Did they see them through?
Seasons come and seasons go, and every year the warmth melts the snow. I may not be where this story may go. but thanks to faith, I believe Heaven Knows.
I'm just happy that I stood the Time.
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