Dear Diary, I've b...

I've been in a weird little rut lately, if I can be honest for a second. I think it's because I've prepared for this so much that now that I'm finally hear it's kind of like, (wide eyed emoji), happy, excited, like so many emotions, thoughts, most definitely overwhelming but yet... it's not. I have to be careful with not letting what held me back before or what obstacles I overcame pop up as a hindrance now that i'm overcoming them all. It's funny how we think we can handle all of the things we want, they come along and we find ourselves STUCK! Like a deer in headlights as if these aren't the very things that we asked for lols. I just gotta make sure to say thankyou to the good Lord up above for never letting me get to far and always pulling me by my coattails when I start to sink a bit, or just merely find myself slowly drifting by. You wouldn't believe how grateful I am for just that alone. It's an honor truly and I'm ever so grateful, (thankyou for your unconditional Love and forgiveness God! I mean it from the bottom of my heart and throughout my entire being!) Well I've recognized the problem and have chosen to attack and face it head on like the ninja I am! There's no need to talk about something if your not gonna fix it. Let's get to work now shall we... You'd think it was easy huh? lols ...it's all in the mind YOU CAN DO IT.




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